Champion?

Another crazy week. Steve Otten quit on Tuesday evening. Drew was let go on Wednesday. Sales Talk Championship on Wednesday as well - I went dead last, nailed it, and won by a landslide (8 votes out of 13). My first plaque ever, I am honestly so giddy about it. Dinner with Justin Thursday after Dad cancelled due to a last minute issue. Took Dani to dinner at the Wine Market on Friday, then met up with Justin, Andrew and Jaime at McGerks. Immediately Andrew was flirty, it threw me off a bit. Got myself into taking three shots in a row because I couldn't finish my beer. Needless to say, I was wasted and Andrew offered that I could crash at his place. Went to the market, then Grumpies, then the Ropewalk. Needless to say I was drunk, and the next thing I know Andrew and I bolt and stop by to pick up a pizza on the walk home. We eat, talk. I bring up last Saturday. He reitterates that he is very attracted to me, that I'm one of the coolest girls, yadda yadda. He even ran it by Justin and got the "go for it." But he's not ready to be in a relationship. I say I understand, because I do. He is not done dating yet, and he knows it. I do respect that. We make out for a bit. He is worried that we can't begin something sexual and still be friends. And again, he is right. So we make out a bit, and then it's off to bed. Me on the third floor and him on the second. And so we are friends. And so we will triathlon train together and go on vacation together come September. He will date and I will, well, continue to lack traction, and all will be well with the world. I think if anything I am learning that I need to slow the heck down and not just jump into my next relationship. The sex comes and goes, but the friendship and relationship you build in the beginning sets the foundation. I need a strong, solid foundation for the next one. I need to do something different and get out of the rut I'm in. Things must change - it's my only hope of not ending up alone.

Oh and I've come to find that I really don't mind being in such a hurry to get everywhere during the week. I like being busy - I like having things to do. And then I feel that when the weekend comes, I truly deserve it. I live for weekends.